I haven't blogged seriously since probably 2005-ish. I'd forgotten how much I missed it. It was totally a coping mechanism, and to be honest I'm not sure what I've substituted for it since then.
I'm not really sure what this blog is going to be yet. Probably boring musings and comments on life and job searching and books I'm reading. Just a place to throw my thoughts for future amusement. Because seriously, what is more amusing that looking back on 3 years ago and laughing at what seems significant and unbearable? I really wish I could go back to those "problems." Now my problems are slightly more real...like not having a job once I graduate. Or not having a place to live. I'm gonna go with that slightly outweighs not having the 4th floor of the library to myself to study.
Ugh, just thinking about college and class makes me realize how badly I miss history and lit courses. What I wouldn't give to be back at Cornell in a medieval history course. I've never been so emotionally detached from my school work before. I've also never missed Cornell so badly. And hearing about job opportunities at small liberal arts colleges makes me realize how badly I really want to do this job. I love what I do. And now, I just want someone else to see that.
I'm not really sure what this blog is going to be yet. Probably boring musings and comments on life and job searching and books I'm reading. Just a place to throw my thoughts for future amusement. Because seriously, what is more amusing that looking back on 3 years ago and laughing at what seems significant and unbearable? I really wish I could go back to those "problems." Now my problems are slightly more real...like not having a job once I graduate. Or not having a place to live. I'm gonna go with that slightly outweighs not having the 4th floor of the library to myself to study.
Ugh, just thinking about college and class makes me realize how badly I miss history and lit courses. What I wouldn't give to be back at Cornell in a medieval history course. I've never been so emotionally detached from my school work before. I've also never missed Cornell so badly. And hearing about job opportunities at small liberal arts colleges makes me realize how badly I really want to do this job. I love what I do. And now, I just want someone else to see that.
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