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anxiety uncertainty
heartpounding
mind racing, explaining
away....
that sound
that rustle
that creak
that movement at the
corner of your vision

it's not there. that mental
battle i have with myself

it's draining. it's nothing.
i was right. but i still pay a price.

never quite calm. always alert.
the paranoia haunts me.

heightened awareness. tensing,
at every. little. thing.
it will recede. but slowly,
normal so far away.

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